How Would You Describe Your Relationship With God?

I can assure you that I did not come up with that title. Here I was in my prayer chair with my insomnia keeping me company, talking to God. I’ve been in a lot of turmoil as of late and I think this is His way of addressing it by turning my mind back to Him and our relationship which I can only describe as unique. But before you answer the question yourself, just spend a bit of time thinking about it. Truthfully, I would never talk about my private relationship with Him but for some reason I had to write about it. I have no idea why but He does. So here it goes.

I can affirm that He has been with me since birth beause I was born dead and rushed to the hospital where I was revived. But I know there is only One Person with the power of resurrection and that is way above any doctor’s pay grade. Even as a child I was drawn to church and used to go to Saint Killian’s. At one point I wanted to be a nun. Then in high school I wanted to convert to Judaism and thank God I didn’t. But God was there because I’d never have those thoughts unless He was present. I just didn’t know, at that time, how to have a relationship with Him. And I surely didn’t know, in detail, about any other Christian religion. I knew of them but not what they believed. Not until much later in life.

No one knows of my private relationship with Him because I keep it close to my chest. There were times when I went off and did my own thing. That was later in my twenties and thirties. That’s so long ago now that I can barely remember that life. What I do remember are all the private times with God. Times when I was off in the forest by myself, having driven down some logging road off Route 260. I would drive up there in my Dodge Dakota that I loved and spend time with Him alone. One night I tried to stay up on the mountain all night. I tried to sleep in my truck with the window cracked a little for air. But the night sounds were scary. I’m almost sure there was a bobcat or a mountain lion lurking around, judging by the sounds I was hearing and the rustling of branches in some bush.

Freaked out, I eventually left. On the way down I saw a deer standing in the middle of the road. A little while later, I pulled over, got out and sang out loud to the Lord while staring up at the night sky with arms raised. “Jesus, you are my Reward, to see Your Face on that day is all I’m living for. Jesus, you are my Reward, to hear Your Voice on that day is all I’m living for. Jesus…you’re all I’m living for.” (I don’t remember who wrote that song or who sang it back then.)

Well I got back into my truck and drove back to Camp Verde where I was living with my son, David. I quietly let myself into his house and went to bed.

When I was in college I had to design a book in my 2D design class. The instructor was from some Scandanavian country and used to persecute me. My book was “Life with my Father, God.” I did a lot of work in Photoshop creating all sorts of fun pages for it. On one occasion I had gone outside into the parking lot of the college and took a picture of the town of Sedona in the distance. I used that picture, creating storm clouds and lightning. I flooded the entire town and put an image of God that I got from the book I had on the movie, “The Passion of the Christ” standing on top of the turbulent water with a picture of me as tiny child standing alongside Him as He protected me. Yeah, I was standing on the water, too. The persecution got to be so bad (she was constantly telling me to redo my work, among other things.) that one of the students, a girl from Australia, lost her temper and yelled at the instructor to leave me alone.I was shocked and so were the other students but they thought it was pretty good that the instructor got told off. She was not very well liked. I got an A in the class. I don’t have the pages of that book anymore. It might be on the hard drive of my old computer. It was supposed to be made into a hard covered book but for some reason Apple would not accept the file and so I never got it made. (the computers we used were Macs and the program to turn the pages into a book was done with some Mac app at that time.)

There are many more but too numerous to list here. It would make this post way too long. I don’t take any credit for my relationship with Him. It’s all God.

Anyway, if you feel your relationship with God is not so good, it is never, never too late to connect with Him. I have a feeling this post is meant for someone out there that He wants to reach and reassure them of His love.

Anyway, be blessed and stay safe.

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Two Angels Are Perched On The Backs of Chairs Moving Human Armies Across A Chestboard

The devil would have us running crazed in all directions at once. He wants to inveigle and obfuscate because that’s what he does best.

He has his lieutenants in every facet of society and not just at the top. The plan is to infest everything: governments, industry, media (of course, since he is the prince of the power of the air), the workplace of the common man, his family, police, waitresses, butcher, baker and candlestick maker. The best one is infiltrating the Body of Christ, which he has done an excellent job. Their job is to influence others who are blind, to do that which will harm them and destory them. It’s not about political parties. It’s about good and evil; spiritual forces in high places. Those that infiltrate are tares; false wheat that will be separated and toss into the fire at the end. (Matthew 13: 3-9 and Matthew 13: 24-43)

Satan is very well organized and methodical. I would say cold-blooded and heartless but he has neither. He is darkness personified; a cold empty void within him. He has been planning this since the Garden of Eden.

Be warned, he is highly intelligent. He was, after all, the Covering Angel, who stood behind the great throne of God. He possesses knowledge you can’t imagine since he was privy to all things God. When we come into the kingdom we will be stunned at what he gave up. And for what? For nothing at all since he was DEFEATED by Jesus Christ on the cross. (Ezekiel 28:14-18)

You don’t even realize you are doing the devil’s bidding because he has effectively bullied you into submission with FEAR. His minions marshall and round up the unsuspecting common man to obey what he has been told by those in positions of power else face some unspeakable horror which is all a lie.

Satan’s plan is multifacited. He has his army on all fronts. That is why we must not fret or be surprised at what is coming our way. There are some hair-raising events coming soon that will shake you to your very core. Be aware that he can influence what you see. Things that are not really there will appear and things that are in plain sight will disappear. He moves his armies all over the globe to create chaos and conflict. It’s not that one leader is the enemy of another. They are really all on the same side. It’s a giant chess game to satan. When dealing with the darkside, satan’s kingom, he pits one nation against another and even those of one nation against the same nationalty. It’s mass confusion to the point where you don’t know what to believe. And THAT is why you MUST stay close to God, no matter what!! I can’t even emphasize that enough.

Repent and turn back to your Creator, who loves you so much that He’s reather die than be separated from you.

In the meantime, you will be made to do things that will eventually kill you and others. He will turn you into a facsimilie of himself and you, in turn, will go after and kill the elect of God. But have no fear, we will be with Christ when He returns. It will be a new world, the likes of which you cannot imagine because we have no frame of reference for it. (1 Corinthians 2:9) Be strong and courageous for the Lord your God is with you. (Joshua 1:9) You must stay close to God because the devil plans on tricking you and causing you to sin. Stay strong because this world is passing away. The devil has NO power over us. Don’t believe his lies.

Be careful of who you trust. Judge them by their fruits as to whether they are of God or not. Listen to the Holy Spirit who will instruct you and lead you in the you should go. Remember God will NEVER do anything that is against His own nature. This you will find in the Bible KJV.

Its’s going to get very, very rough. Stay strong, stand firm and put on the whole armor of God and NEVER take it off. (Ephesians 6: 10-18)

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When God Takes You Outside Your Comfort Zone Do You Really Begin To Live

Okay it is 3:31 in the morning of July 9,2021 and I am suffering from insomnia. When I get frustrated enough, I get out of bed and into my prayer chair. I had previously read a book by Anne Graham Lotz titled: “Jesus In Me-Experiencing the Holy Spirit as a Constant Companion.” I’ve been instructed to copy what Anne says on pages 143-144. This will lead to another post but I don’t know what the contents will be yet. I like Anne because she is not afraid to admit to things she’s done wrong. I believe she was raised primarily by her mother because her father, Billyi Graham, was always traveling. Her mother, she says, spent hours on her knees in the wee hours of the morning praying and a long time at night doing Bible study. I don’t doubt her devotion to the Lord. Someone, aside from myself, needs this information I am about to give. Let the Journey begin. Here is what she said:

“I’ve never taken a personality test. I know myself well enough to recognize that in my natural self I’m shy. Timid. Self-conscious. Fearful. Prone to anxiety. with a large inferiority complex. When God called me to serve Him in a public way, my first response to Him was “I can’t.” And I meant it. But He responded “I can.” And He meant it. I argued, “I am weak and timid.” And I am. But He responded again, ” I’m strong.” And He is. I tried one more excuse: “I’m inadequate.” With no higher education, no formal Bible training, no resources at my disposal, no network of capable people to draw from, to say I was inadequate was an understatement. But He closed the discussion with I’m sufficient. In other words, I felt He was saying, Anne, never mind who you are or who you aren’t. I’m all that you need. Follow Me.

At that critical moment, I had a choice to make. Either I could shrink back into who I knew I was and into what I believed I was capable of, or I could take what seemed to be a huge risk and follow Him beyond my abilities and capabilities, my expertise and experience, my personality and preferences, my comfort zone and convenience. I knew that if I did shrink back from following Him, I could no longer call Him my Lord. That thought scared me enough to motivate me to follow Him. If I failed, then in my small way of thinking, He would be accountable for calling me to do something both of us knew I couldn’t.

What I discovered during the past forty years of following Him outside my comfort zone is that the Holy Spirit has always enabled me and equipped me for whatever He has called me to do. I have been on the most amazing adventure of experiencing what the Holy Spirit can do in and through me if I will simply make myself available.”

And there it is: what I am supposed to convey to everyone out there who reads this. Someone out there is on the fence about something God called on them to do. When I see a message repeated multiple times I know it is from God. The idea of being outside my comfort zone has come up several times in the past. Sometimes it can be just one sentence like “Let the journey begin” and I can feel it resonate with me and I have to be prepared for whatever lies ahead. Another message appeared when a short one-minute video by a pastor in Georgia has appeared several times in my inbox. That message was, “the road ahead will easier and better than the road behind.” And there have been more. So whatever is coming up in the future I better prepare myself now. I have no idea what that something is but I have no doubts that I will find out. And so will others out there that need to see this.

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So I Was Going To Write This Post….

Based on what I had read recently about how this one Christian woman suffered when she discovered that her husband cheated on her with someone he met on the Internet. In addition to being devasted by him, there were others that contributed to her distress and none of them were sorry for what they did or said. It wrecked her for two years and she couldn’t get out of the pit of despair. I don’t know all the details of how she did it but she did write a book about it which I will be ordering sometime in the near future. The title of it is “Forgiving What You Can’t Forget.” Of course she had God’s help.

Then there was another Christian woman, Bonnie Gray, who is a sweet Chinese-American, who was also hurt by others when she had returned from a mission trip all excited to share what she had learned and accomplished. Well some highly judgemental women laced into her so badly that it put her into a deep depression for several years till she sought professional help. She had a bad childhood and this event unearthed some of those memories. She wrote about it in a book entitled “Finding Spiritual Whitespace”. It reminded me of what someone had said once: “If people knew the Christ of Christians, they would embrace Him. But instead they know the Christians of Christ and reject Him.”

Another woman was so destroyed by what another said to her that when she later saw that woman outside of a Costco or Sam’s Club, she could not go out for fear of running into her and experiencing the horror all over again. She stayed in the store, having anxiety attacks, until an understanding store manager helped her by walking with her outside. It made me angry that those women were victimized by Christian bullies who got on their self-righteous high horses, shot their big mouths off like a canon and passed judgment on them. No one has the right to destory another person. I will do the post probably after the next one. What we really should be doing is uplifting one another. We don’t know what is going on inside of another person, what their back story is which is why we should be careful not to contribute to any of their woes. People will be looking for compassion and healing. Not a Brillo pad scrubbed across their hearts.

I try to be encouraging to others. Every night I send Walter a text so when he turns on his phone the next morning, he sees a text that tells him I love him winjillion bunches followed by emojis of hearts. Even if I am out of sorts (because I was experiencing insomnia, pain or both) and tell him about it, somewhere in the text is a love note. He responds in kind. It is so important that we stick together in Christ-like love to support one another. And I am not perfect, either. Insomnia and pain make me very irritable sometimes and I apologize for that.

And it is most important that we are careful with our behavior because the rest of the world will know if we belong to Jesus or not. We can’t let our guard down. We must remain connected to the Vine through prayer and Bible study and submitting to the will of God, allowing the Holy Spirit to have full control. In the next post, I am going to talk a bit about that. Eventually I will get to 1Thess. 5: 16-23 and a few more other verses. Be blessed.

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Be Like A Bison

I had previously mentioned in another post that I had subscribed to Jonna Jinton on YouTube, who lives in northern Sweden with her husband. She is very creative being an artist, musician, singer, photographer (her photography is amazing) and a helper to her husband who makes beautiful jewelry. I had wanted to write about her but didn’t know where to start, until this episode of her channel arrived yesterday: A Time of Change. What she said in the beginning of the video really riveted me and then I knew I had to write about it. She apparently had been going through some rough times and a wise man told her to be like a bison. I will provide the link here: (it’s in the first 3 minutes or so of the video)

Here is basically what she said: Bison do not run away and seek shelter from a storm like many other animals do. They go right through it and face the hardest parts so they can come out on the other side of it much faster. Then she says to go right into the storm and be a part of the transformation. When in a time of deep transformation, it’s more important than ever not to hide from things that are uncomfortable. Not to get stuck in old ways of thinking or patterns just because it feels safe. Go right into the storm of emotion or fear or whatever it might be. To change the things deep inisde of us that feels too hard or too uncomfortable; to bring it to the surface and release it. Be part of the transformation we need to go through. You are a bison. You were meant to go through storms. Watch the video to hear everything she said. I did try to put most of it here.

The parallel between what she said and Christian life is evident. I have had so much crap to deal in my life I often asked God if I could just coast. His answer might have been: “You were meant to go through storms.” That put a whole different complexion on everything. It’s actually quite an empowering statement. Not to shrink from it and whine but to be fortified by it and become strong. God wants us to be strong. He one time said to me a long time ago that He wanted me to have a backbone, not a wishbone. He has sent me messages over the years that I sort of got but after that video, it really nailed it. Like the strongest trees in a forest are at the tree line because they can take the brunt of the storm. I think all this is coming up now because we are going to face one of the toughest times not only in our lives but in history. You better put on the armor of God and never take it off, even when you sleep.

I want to be brave enough to take a flying leap at God and see where the Holy Spirit carries me off to.

But remember we are never alone. No matter what storm we face, Jesus is right there with us. He has NEVER left our side. You can totally lean on Him. In fact, He expects you to. You are not to carry the weight by yourself. So it’s time to put down the sack of bricks. Do not allow satan to get into your head and rivet it on problems and stresses of life. Let go. Let go of all that. Put the bricks down that are sitting on your heart. This is not even real life. Real life begins with God. The Kingdom of God which is eternal is real life.

So my brothers and sisters-in-Christ: Be blessed, be a bison.

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That Ye May Be Able Stand Against The Wiles Of The devil.” Ephesians 6: 11 KJV

“Be strong in the Lord and the Power of His Might.” Verse 10

Be fearless, be courageous, intrepid, stand firm. You have the Holy Spirit of God Almighty. If the whole world is against you and you have God standing on your side, you are in the majority.

“Be strong and of good courage.” Joshua 1:5 Put on the whole armor of God and DON’T TAKE IT OFF. satan likes to instill fear. Be fearless. Look at the world and how afraid it is because those in charge are perpetuating that fear. Why? Because they are AFRAID. satan perpetuates fear…why? Because he is afraid. He is afraid of God. He is afraid of you and me.

John Wayne, the actor, once said, “Courage is being afraid and saddling up anyway.” We are not to be afraid. Why? Because God said so. He is on our side always, forever. He is relentless in His devotion and love toward us. His love is as relentless as the waves in the ocean. RELENTLESS.

If you look at the first chapter of Joshua, God repeats His admonition to Joshua to be strong and courageous four times in Joshua 1 to instill it into Joshua’s mind that He is with him and not to be afraid. God comes out and says in verse 9: “Have I not commanded thee? Be strong and of good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed; for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersover thou goest.” If you need proof of God’s power, look into the night’s sky and tell yourself that not only did He create every star in the universe, which He also created, but He named them. Stars you can’t even see He named. That’s enormous power…way beyond anything we can possibly imagine. I’m flabbergasted when I think of it and the fact that He even chose me stuns me.

So put on your armor and stand up! Be courageous and be strong. You are a soldier in the Army of Almighty God. Drawer your sword. Be not afraid.

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Where To Begin…..

Okay, I guess it is best to jump right in and do it. I’ve mentioned things before along this vein but this time I’m going into a little more detail.

The problems you see that are raging on the entire planet and especially in the United States and in Europe is not the result of politicial parties. They are just a tool. And it’s not the deep state or whatever you want to call it. It is flat out good against evil. Evil being satanic. It is satan who is calling all the shots and using his minions to do his bidding. The people you think are out of their minds (and I am sure a number of them come to mind) are under the direct influence of satan, or, in some cases, flat out possessed. Good are all things of God. Man has rejected God and is now suffering the consequences of that rejection.

Possession does not have to be of the Hollywood rendition of heads spinning like they were on ball bearings or raving lunatics possessed by a legion and flailing wildly amoung the rocky ground somewhere. Though there were incidents of that in the Bible and Jesus rebuked the demons. No, satan is very intelligent and deeply evil beyond what you can imagine. Cold blooded evil; so deep, so dark that it is a bottomless pit of evil blackness. The things that are happening in the world have been planned a long time ago. He has had many millennia to study mankind and know how to manipulate man or woman and possess if necessary. His agenda is to destroy mankind and everything God stands for: like the family, like male and female identities, like anything good and wholesome, anything that we have valued. What he has instilled in its place is the exact opposite and what God refers to as an abomination. Like pedophiles that kidnap and rape children and pass them around amongst themselves. They will be roasting in hell when Jesus returns along with a bunch of others. All the crazy, bizarre stuff and reprobates that practice them all are on a one-way journey to hell.

Don’t be decieved into believing satan is occupying just one politicial party. He can use anyone in any party and most times they go along willingly. (like some stupid evangelicals that support political figures that stand for all things that are the exact opposite of God) Absolute chaos is the result which we are all seeing now. This is now becoming hell on earth and satan’s primary target is every single Christian or anyone who won’t go along with his insanity. Those doing good are punished. Those who have never done any overt evil are now being labeled as terrorists by those who are under satan’s control or outright possessed by one of his demons. Just flat out lies.

You may not agree with this or even believe it. But I can assure you that you eventually will. Evil will escalate to unbeliveable porportions. This will remove all doubts from your mind that when God’s wrath is poured out it will be well deserved by those under satan’s control. Those who hate God and all He stands for and all those He loves. Satan has little time left which is why you see lunacy escalating to such a degree that it is now. The return of Jesus Christ is on the horizon. Even if satan kills every Christian, Christ is still returning and we will be with Him.

This planet is temporary. God will change everything. We were never meant to live here forever. We were meant for the Kingdom of God our permanent and eternal home. Man will no longer rule anything because he has obviously made a mess of everything and cannot rule himself. He doesn’t want to follow any rules. Oh, and I deliberately did not capitalize the “s” in satan’s name because he does not deserve any distinction. And…by the way…satan is already defeated. Jesus did that when He died for our sins and rose from the dead. satan is a has-been, a useless bag of filthy rubbish that will be dealt with permanently. And he knows it. And all of us who have the Spirit of God have the power to put that trash in his place. In Jesus’ Name he has to obey. In Jesus’ Name he has to kneel before the Lord God Almighty.


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The Mad Hatter’s Tea Party in the Nut House

When you get close to God, He changes your way of thinking and seeing things. You begin to see things through His eyes instead of your old worldly eyes and boy is it different. This world, and especially my own country, seems to be even more bizarre. The things people do and what they say and think are just too weird. Totally illogical, never making any sense and all this ridiculous fighting between political parties. I think I stated in a previous video that I am basically not interested in politics because I find it ridiculous. Those hurting other people for the sake of having some kind of false power over them in beyond belief in my eyes. Mistreating those who do not think like they do and impose censorship on them. I truly feel like a stranger in a strange land. They will answer for ther actions and stand before a very strict Judge.

The Kingdom of God is so radically different than anything we have known or could imagine. It is purity in its purest form. No sin exists there. Just God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, lots and lots of angels, the twenty four elders (whoever they are) and all of us will be there. We will never remember this world. There is no reason to. I could shout praises to God from the roof tops and I am so amazed that He called me. I’m stunned, in fact. He is so wonderful and I desperately want to be with Him for all eternity.

To get away from the insanity, I have been watching videos of this Swedish woman, Jonna Jinton and her husband Johan. The J is pronounced like a Y. They live in northern Sweden in a small village of less than 100 people. Their home is remote, nestled in the forest. Jonna is an artist and a very good photographer and her filming of the natural beauty is amazing. Johan sells his jewelry and I’d love to buy a piece one day, but I’d really have to save up for it. I will write more about them at a later date. In the meantime, if you are interested, here is the link to her channel:

What is going on in this country and the world is beyond insanity. God says in Hosea 13:2 “And now they sin more and more, and have made them molten images of their silver, and idols according to their own understanding, all of it the work of the craftsmen; they say of them. Let the men that sacrifice kiss the calves.” Now if you don’t think the world is that bad, you need to watch this video that was passed onto me by one of my sisters-in-Christ: You will have to scroll down till you get to the full length video. But don’t wait because there are those who do not want this video to be shown. They want to keep their filth hidden from the world while innocents suffer irreparable damage. The wrath of God is a terrible thing to behold and when it comes His elect won’t be standing on this planet anymore. We will be with Him. Jeremiah 5:22-“Fear ye not me? saith the Lord: will ye not tremble at my presence…” In Ezekiel 8:7 it says, “And He brought me to the door of the court; and when I looked, behold a hole in the wall. *: Then said He unto me, Son of man, dig now in the wall: and when I digged in the wall, behold a door. 9: And He said unto me, Go in, and behold the wicked abominations that they do here.” You see, nothing is hidden from the Lord. He sees it all. I don’t think I could handle all that He sees. It would be too much for me. Let me tell you, these people who scoff at the Lord have no idea what is coming their way. No idea. Which is why they will be screaming for mountains to fall on them. Revelation 6:16

So what is the Mad Hatter’s Tea party in the Nut House. It’s the country I live in. I have never seen such pure derangement as I have in the recent months. Understand that satan is in control of it all and his ego is huge. He loves to flaunt his evil and he will eventually come out of the shadows so everyone could see him, the revolting scum of all creation. But the tea party is going to extend to the entire planet. There will be no safe place. Already conservative Christians are now seen as the enemy. We know that we will probably be killed one way or another. But even if they killed every Christian on the planet, that will NOT stop Jesus from returning. And let me tell you, He is VERY ANGRY.

I would strongly urge everyone to give their lives to the Lord and be saved. Life with the Lord is for all eternity. Life here on this sewage of a planet is very, very temporary. So we all must be strong in the Lord and the power of His might. Ephesians 6:10 “Put on the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.” We are warriors for Christ. He is our Commander-in-Chief. And as soldiers it is duty first. Duty to our Lord. We are not struggling. We are fighting in a battle, equipped by God to fight the devil, who not only hates us but…is afraid of us. Don’t let that scum-bag tell you any different. Psalm 18:34- “He teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms.” 2 Samuel 22:35- “He teacheth my hands to war; so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms.”

Exodus 15:3- “The Lord is a man of war: the Lord is His name.” You don’t fool around with a Being that can create a universe by speaking it into existence and has numbered and named ALL the stars out there. Blessed is the Name of the Lord; my King and my Best Friend.

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I Think I Woke Up On Another Planet

First, let me tell you I have only voted once in my entire life and that was for George W. Bush. I never had the slightest interest in politics and was happier for it. I didn’t vote in this last election because I was not feeling well that day as I am suffering from various maladies. I did register to vote as an independent because I didn’t feel connected to either party.

What transpired since Election Day is nothing short of bizarre and surreal. I am not going into all the details as everyone knows them already. The suppression of free speech is happening rapidly and even some calling for those who do not think like they do to be killed. Total aberrant behavior and out of control. What I want to emphasize is that we must remember who we are and WHO we belong to. God is well aware of what has been going on for a long, long time and it feels like He ripped the veil from our eyes so we can see it almost full blast. I say almost because there are many horrors He is shielding us from. Although, the kidnapping and rape of young children is the most horrendous thing in my mind. Those who do that will be thrown straight into hell. And it is rampant and wide spread.

We must in this end time stick close to our Savior and Lord, Jesus Christ. He will get us through this. Many have lost their lives already in other countries and I guess it’s our turn to suffer persecution. Satan and his demons know they have little time left. It’s so bad that many are being influenced by him and his demonic hoard as well as outright possessed. Demons in a skin suit. You’ll know them. They’re completely unhinged.

This world is dying and Jesus will soon be here. Then our real life will begin and all this will be forgotten because there is no reason to remember it when you are living for all eternity with the Lord. His world is so radically different than this hell hole that there are no words to describe it. We cannot imagine it as Jesus even said so because we have no frame of reference for what we will one day soon see with our own eyes.

So the devil and all his minions have a short time to do their evil before all are cast into a fiery lake forever. And we will live in a world that is completely free of sin and evil. Come Lord Jesus, come!!

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I Feel Like Pinocchio

Waiting to start my real life because this is so fake. Sometimes I feel like I’m being tossed around like a marionette in a wind storm. My real life in our Father’s Kingdom is so unlike what we are experiencing here that there is no barometer of comparison. It’s on a whole different level. Not even a level. It is WAY beyond all that.

Nothing has brought this out more than the insanity raging full blast in this country over the election and all the fraud that is taking place. What this has shown me is how vile and evil some really are (and have been all along). They don’t even care how they appear when they flaunt their evil. They’re even proud of it. Well, they won’t last. Read Psalm 37. God spells it out for what is coming their way.

The Kingdom of God is not a bunch of puffy clouds. Please don’t insult Him what that kind of stupid, lame thinking. A Being that can create an entire universe by speaking it AND naming ALL the stars won’t have us sitting on some water vapor in a puffy form with a flipping harp in our hands. And there won’t be any little baby cherub angels flying about. No, angels are some fearsome looking creatures. Read Ezekiel 1 to get a picture of them, although they can appear like men, which Daniel can testify to. (You know it really blows my mind when I read about an angel telling Daniel, in Daniel 10, he was bogged down for a few weeks by one of the devil’s goombas and the angel Michael had to come and help him out. Daniel was getting some behind the scenes info and it must have blown his mind for sure. Well, he had a lot of other extraordinary experiences!)

Jesus even told us that the mind has not conceived what the Father has planned. We can’t because it is so alien to what we have here. Well, one thing for sure, I will be so GLAD to get rid of this body once and for all. It’s been giving me nothing but aggrivation.

All the crap we are going through here won’t exist there. In fact, we most likely won’t remember it. Why should we? It’s not like we would be looking back on the “good old days”!! Or even the bad old ones, either. This life will pass like a wisp of wind. If you think we need to have those memories, you’re mistaken. I think the only thing we will remember is our loved ones who are all, hopefully, with us. I know mine will be and it will be very joyous. Imagine, to be full of joy all the time and to be with Jesus, to see Him and talk to Him face to face. How exciting!! Makes all the crap on this planet totally insignificant. This is where your head should be. Whoever rules the country only has it for a short time. What really counts is Heaven. We are citizens of Heaven.

Our God is an awesome God.

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